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| I'm leaving Massachusetts tomorrow, I'll be back in Parkersburg Wednesday-ish. I'm excited yet not...Like I cannot wait to see Regina tomorrow, cuz I love her and I miss her-and she's my roomie! And I can't wait to see Sean on Sunday...but like I'm gonna miss all my friends up here. It's so nice to come home and have had nothing change...like I just jumped back into things with hanging out with Mary, and Kenny and Ryan and Joyanna, and then Becca and Jerry and Annie and C/J...I dunno I'm just writing a long sentence, so while I cnanot wait for Ambassadors and we're gonna rock the world this summer, I'll miss all my New Englanders...take care everyone! | | |
| I thank God formy friends up here! They are fabulous. I've been getting to hang out with them a lot since I've been home,specificallymy church friends...and they are fun even though kenny and ryan tease me unceasingly. So yesterday I went to Harvard with Annie, Becca, C/J, Jerry and John and we got to see John's school and it was fabulous and then sleep-over at Jerry's was also fabulous...and yay for friends!
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| So...I'm really bad at updating. Sorry. Not much to say now, I'm at Sean's in Deleware-and I've been miserable the past few days cuz I've been sick-but it's ok I think I'm getting better. Thursday we're going to NYC, then to my house-and on Friday we're spending the day in Boston. umm that's it. stay healthy
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| Spring is here! It's kind of exciting. I don't have all that much to talk about, so I guess I'll just briefly give you all an overview of what's been on my mind lately.
Last night at the end of the devo we all had to write down something that we need to do to better be christian women...or something we struggle with, and I guess I kinda wrote about this last time, but I wrote that I just need to give my life up to God. It seriously troubles me how much I've been focusing on me and my experience here on earth.
I want so badly for my life to be all about God, and not of me, but it's so hard to give yourself up completely. I'm getting there though, I think as of the past few days God has given me joy in mu life that I've been missing, and I know it's all him.
This weekend we're having a parents night out for 36th street, and we get to play with the kids. I'm really looking forward to it. A lot of people want to get involved, and if you want to be involved...just let me know.
One last thing. I feel like I'm seriously struggling with this play. I really want to make the most of this opportunity, I'm just struggling with getting all my emotions out. It's frusturating, and exhausting, and I want to get it so badly. I'm sure I'll find my character eventually...I just wish it wouldnt take so long.
Sorry for rambling,
Whoever you are, I've been praying for you...
Please keep me in your prayers as well
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| This may sound pointless, and I honestly don't think anyone I would like to read this is going to....but I've realized something, and it took me over a year to realize it. I think this past year has just been a year of change for me...a year for me to kind of lose myself..so I could find myself again. I've made a lot of mistakes since this time last year, and I'm not proud of them....but I'm going to learn from them. Yesterday I spent a lot of time thinking about the sermon at GC, it was about worship and how worship is not about us and our experience, it's about God. I think I've missed that a lot. I also thing this applie to our whole lives, our lives are not about our experience here...our lives are for God, created by God, and about God. I want so badly for my life to be all about God. And I'm working hard toward that, please pray for me....and one more thing... I'm really, truly sorry to anyone I've hurt with some of the decisions I made at this time last year, and over this past. God Bless | | |
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